Wednesday, February 15, 2012

His purpose.

My LIFE purpose?


Live in the present

compassion,

love, truth.


Actually my first name says it all 


Would you like to sail the unknown seas with me?


I believe the greatest gift in life is not to know, the future is not real yet, fear of it makes it worse, or trying to avoid the future.


My purpose is to be limitless to allow myself to discover what I can do myself and what I can do with others.


Sometimes your purpose follows you around for your life until one day when you decide to turn and embrace it.


You can also find your purpose in the good habits you do everyday of your life.


After I knew my situation now I should only have to do is to thank God. I should live to the fullestAnd one thing is for sure, We exist for God's purpose. Just Pray. :))

Friday, February 10, 2012

See the change?

Things may change from this day on

here with us is where you belong

someone like you there is no other
you're the closest thing I have to a sister



you have only been in my life for quite a short while

but even when I'm down you seem to make me smile
that place in my heart you will always stay
such good memories they will never fade away



The tears I shed I shed for you

but now i'ts time to make your dreams come true
for all the times you have helped me out
a good future ahead of you I have no doubt



you gave me confidence you gave me pride

even when your gone I'll be by your side
for all them fears in which we shared
to say goodbye I'm not prepared



for you I'll hold my head up high

keep myself strong to say goodbye
it may hurt and I may cry
I think to myself and I wonder why



what we'll do I really don't know

all I know is I will never let go
you're a true friend for that is true
when I was down I came to you.



I am so glad that we became friends

but this isn't where our journey ends
the memories we have will last forever more
I will always love you for that I'm sure.



always in my heart and in my heart you will stay

I can't believe today is the day
you made me stronger and that I believe
but now it's time to let you leave.


Sabe ko na nga ba hindi kita matitiis, eh. Anak ng teteng. Kahit ako unang lumayo, ako pa din ang babalik. Siguro hindi mo alam kung bakit ako ganto o siguro ng alam mo dahil madami na din ang nagsabi. Alam kong napakakorni sayo ng mga gantong bagay at nakakatawa na lang para sayo pero itutuloy ko pa din to let you know of what I felt these past weeks. 


Bakit ba ko ganito? Siguro marami ang nagsasabi o nagsabe na na ang babaw ko sa mga gantong bagay. Hindi ko kaya sabihin sayo sa harapan kaya dito ko na lang ida`daan. Lahat naman tayo napapagod na sa mga bagay na walang katuturan sa buhay, pero ako alam kong may katuturan lahat ng ginagawa ko sayo. Magiging prangka na ko para di na ko mahirapan pa. 


Siguro kaya minsan nasasabi natin na walang katuturan ang mga ginagawa natin kasi walang nagpapahalaga, walang pagpapahalagang nakikita. All this time alam mo naman na papansin ako pero yung at yun ang hinahanap ko sayo, pero.......... wala.


Kung gano ko ilapit yung sarili ko sayo, ganun mo siya ilalayo. Minsan nakakapagod na din yung ganto. Kahit pala ipilit ang isang bagay kung hindi na dapat ay wag na ipilit. Alam mo naman na madami na kong nagawa para sayo pero hindi pala sapat ang lahat ng iyon.


Sinabi ko minsan sa isang kaibigan na bakit lagi ako na lang ang nage effort? Bakit kahit isa sayo parang di ako mahalaga? Pero ayun nga, natanggap ko naman. Alam mo naman nagiinarte talaga ako.


Sinabi ko na wala na akong pake sayo pero sa huli ako pa din pala tong magkaka ganito. Tanginaaa~ sa sobrang pagmamahal ko sayo nakalimutan ko na pala yung sarili ko. Sorry for my words, pero di ko na talaga kata ilabas ang lahat ng sakin na nararamdaman ko. Ang sakit sakit, eh. </3


Kahit may bago ka nang bestfriend at di mo na ko kailangan pero lagi mong tandaan na ikaw lang bestfriend ko in soul and in my heart.


Siguro hindi mo makikita to kasi alam ko namang di mo alam tong blog ko at kung mabasa mo man to malamang may nagsabi sayo. Malamang siguro ngayon tumatawa ka at walang pake elam sa nararamdaman ko. Alam kong pagkatapos mong basahin to wala pa ding mangyayari, may lamat na eh. Siguro hindi na maibabalik ang pagkakaibigan natin. Pero gusto ko lang malaman mo na mahal na mahal kita.


MARIJOY

Siya ay isang simpleng babae
Inuuna ang pamilya kahit nagiinarte
Lalo na kapag si Jared na ang umaatake
Wala ng magagawa si ate

Kapag di mo siya tunay na kilala
Tingin pa lang niya ay nakakabahala
Masu`masungit ang dating ng lola
Bagay naman sa nagdadalagang lola

Sa ilang taon naming pagsasama
Wala namang siyang hinangad na masama
Alam kong lagi siyang maaasahan
Kahit pa sa oras ng utangan

Pagdating naman sa usaping pag ibig
Kailangan pa bang sambitin ng bibig
Kung paano pinagdaanan ang nakakabighaning tingin
Na sa kanya`y pinukol at animo'y kriminal na inuusig?

Kung sa karunungan naman ang usapan
Tiyak ang marami ay walang panlaban
Marami siyang tinatago na karunungan
Na handang ibahagi kailan man

Sa panibagong taon sa iyong buhay
Matagpuan mo sana ang ligayang walang kapantay
Sa diyos ay tumalima at siya ang gagabay
Salamat sayo kaibigan at maligayang kaarawan.


Though it's corny but it's from the bottom of my heart. Happy Birthday. I love you.


Thursday, February 2, 2012

Scars

From the words of Hannibal Lecter"our scars have the power to remind us that our past was real" And it does. No matter how much I want to erase all memory of my heartaches, my frustrations, it doesn’t matter. Because in the end, I will still look back and realize that it did happen and I can’t do anything about it.

How do we treat our wounds? We patch it up, put some medications and it heals and then leaves a scar. It’s just that. A scar, a reminder -- Fact is…you’ve gone through it. You are healed. 

But why does it still hurt when we touch our scars?



Ugggh! Why my life is so a far cry from? -_________-


Sometimes I just don't know.  

Other times I just don't know.  What I do know is, the more I know, the more there is to know, and the more I know, the less happy I am.  

So, ultimately I just don't know all the time, I suppose, and I don't know most of the time, and when I don't know regarding the things I don't know, I tend to be happiest.  

You know?