Friday, May 30, 2014

wistful

"Say good bye, to the pain of the past, we don't have to feel it anymore" - Anna (Frozen, 2013)

This isn't my typical "Happy Thursday " night. I've been through a lot of these but this is something I just don't  want to forget and something I cannot explain.

People told me how stupid I am a year ago. But who cares?

I never thought that I can love this very real and very tight like no other guy made me go crazy like this. He's lucky enough that someone spends a night just thinking what to write in this blog telling good stuffs about him, thinking of him before going to sleep wishing he had a great day, aren't he? But you know what. This guy I fell in love with is the guy who once became my world but not anymore.

Well it's weird that I'm just blogging this right now. I know that I'm moved on but I want you to know that the feelings I had for you was so unpredictable and inevitable. You taught me what a true love means. You really taught me what true love means. I'm repeating.. you really taught me how, why, where and what true love means. If only I could erase all our memories together, I would. But love is something you cannot choose, it is something that happens.

but if i'm going to forget and throw everything away then that wouldn't be love. It would be just a disposable feeling that you easily throw away. And that's not how i define love. - Ted Mosby

 You cannot say that I did not love you loyally. I may have done wrong but I've proved that I was so insane loving you even tho i know that you already turned your back just like that.


Don't worry, I've learned a lot kahit hindi halata and I just proved that I can really love seriously.Well ex nigga, I enjoyed those adventures I had when I was still with you.

Well the true purpose of this blog is just to greet you.




Remember the picture above? You told me this: "akin ka lang. ikaw yung ilaw na yan"

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHUCK!

I'm really happy of your achievements now. I'm really happy. :) Always stay focus.