You`re waiting for something you know won`t happen.

You`re waiting for something you know won`t happen. Ika nga ni Sir.Garces `tangengot` tanga na engot pa. Yun bang alam naman yung magiging epekto pero gagawin pa din.Sorry. Yun lang ata masasabi ko.  I told you, don't love me  because I am incapable of loving people back. That's why  it is okay to hate me and to abhor me. I told you to step back and control all the feelings that you have for me. PERO, anlaking pero eh. Hindi mo ginawa, instead you move closer.. too close to get away from the pending destruction. Napaka hard headed mo! Masasaktan ka lang. Can`t you see? You were so blinded, you are so engrossed with who I am and yet ignorant of the disaster I can bring. Ewan ko ba kung ganyan kba talaga? Pero sinabe mo sa akin na ngayon ka lang naging ganito. Sinabe ko na sayo nung una wag ka masyadong maging sweet, weakness ko yun eh. Ayan tuloy, nahulog ako. You were happy. You've found something in me people hated , people are scared of. But you, you were different and I am thankful for that


Day by day , your love grows and your longing heightens because I can't love you back. Pero eto na nga nahulog na, di naman as in totally na nahulog. Siguro na`apprciate ko lang lahat ng ginawa mo. Ang paggising mo ng maagang maaga( as in maaga tala) para magsabe lang ng goodmorning dahil maaga ang pasok ko. Ang pagi`ingat sa kin. Ayaw mo ngang nahihirapan ako eh, kaya lahat ng gagawin ko na mahirap nagaalala ka. Sa mga roses at gimik na mga nagawa mo para sakin para makita ko na mahal mo talaga ako. Lahat yun na`appreciate ko talaga. Sabe mo pa nga dati na ngayon ka lang naging ganto. Ako lang yung inayakan mo na hindi mo syota. Sakin ka lang naghintay ng ganto katagal. Pero baket? Baket? Una pa lang sinabe ko naaaaa~

At eto na nga.. Dumating na nga ang araw na ayaw mong mangyari.. `ang pagsabi ko na mey mahal na nga talaga akong iba. Despite of unreciprocated love, you continued loving me. And I continued  not loving you back,of being selfish and  ignoring you. Your destruction  rapidly started. My ignite has been triggered by arguments and slowly you were ravished by the fire. The explosion swallowed you, the fire ravished you. The destruction of your heart continued. You shed tears, you bled blood. I've warned you didn't I?

Kaya eto sa huli nabibitter ka pa din sa akin. But I know that even we act as normal friends, and I know there is hatred occurs when you see me.